What's your six word discernment story?
What does it mean to live as a sign of God’s love? I find myself pondering this question as three of my FSPA sisters celebrate golden jubilee (50 years of vowed religious life), and two others, silver (25 years of fulfilling those same vows). Days, months and years all string together and suddenly such milestones appear.
Golden jubilarians: Sisters Jean Michael Treba, Lisa Zmuda, Rose Elsbernd
Silver jubilarians Sisters Eileen Shaw and Marcia Baumert celebrate at a jubilee pizza party (photo by Sister Charlene Smith)
I saw joy and tenderness in their eyes as they took in the monumental experience and wondered if they remember the moments that led them to it: entrance into novitiate, first and final vows, years of abundant ministry. And like many women, they may also have recollected times of hesitance to answer the call to religious life they heard all those years ago.
Sister Jean Michael Treba bears the cross into the celebration of Jubilee Mass at Mary of the Angels Chapel in La Crosse, Wisconsin
Life is full of ups and downs, but it can ultimately be jubilee everyday if we are open to living as a sign of God’s love.
Sisters Marcia and Lisa "embrace" jubilee!
How are you embracing the jubilee of your life? Is discernment leading you to enjoy it rather than endure it?
To see all 2016 jubilarians, click here and scroll to page 5 of FSPA's Perspectives magazine.
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Quick: think of five tasks you have been putting off over the past month. What else comes to mind?
Dread?
Wasted time?
Boredom?
Maybe even fear?
These thoughts can be overwhelming and you might even spend more energy avoiding the chore–compounding the stress—than you would if you just got it done.
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Our spiritual lives can also be porous with procrastination. That invitation you received from God to deepen relationship, discern a vocation or consider a new ministry opportunity? Is it buried under the pile of bills you have to pay? Is it where anxiety—trepidation of change that holds one back from even thinking about possibilities much less taking an actual step—can also be found? It can lead to worry about failing: I'm not the right person for the call ... I'm not good enough ... I don't have the courage or skills necessary for what might come next.
One of my favorite prophets, Jeremiah, had what he thought was an answer to God’s call (and plenty of reasons why the time wasn’t right and how he just wasn’t cut out for it anyway). Yet he could no longer put off the decision nor deny it. We hear in his story (Jeremiah 1:1-9) how excuses don’t work for God. God helps us to see inside the possibilities life can offer if you take the first step—even if it feels like the biggest risk of your life.
Have you invited God into the task you’re putting off?
Are you procrastinating in the discernment of vocation, afraid to take that next step?